I fall asleep each night with the accomplishment of knowing that I made it through the day but with the irony of knowing it will all start over tommorow

I'm scared of everything. I'm scared of what I've seen. Of what I've done. Of who I am. But most of all, I'm scared of walking out of this room and never feeling for the rest of my life the way I feel when I'm with you. -- Dirty Dancing*

the thing about life is that you must survive. life is going to be difficult, and dreadful things will happen. what you do is move along, get on with it, and be tough. not in the sense of being mean to others, but being tough to with yourself and making a deadly effort to not be defeated

The best love is the kind that awakens the soul
that makes us reach for more, that plants a fire in our hearts
and brings peace to our minds, and that's what you've given me. That's what I hope to give to you forever. I love you. - - ->>The Notebook
When We Risk It All

We can't blame others when love dwindles away-
for we knew from the start it never promised to stay.
It;s just one of those thinkgs where the stakes are high-
and sometimes its forever and sometimes its good bye.
When you love the right away you will never lose-
No matter what path life may force you to choose.
You may end up with tears or a broken heart-
But you knew what you signed up for from the start. You can only give what you've got to give-
and if that's not enough then you must u continue to live.
Life will go on and broken hearts will heal-
you must continue on yourquest, for thats the deal.
Throw your heart into life and never stall-
For the greatest risk is to risk nothing at all.
You see, love is the only thing that we know-
That can be divided and divided but continu to grow.
And like isn;t long enough to lock away your heart-
Just because life may have forced two people apart.
We will continue to love and continue to lose-
Will will continue to pick and continue to choose.
And then one day we will just risk it all-
take the chains off our hearts and dismantle the wall.
The last time we love will be the forever-
and never again will our hearts be forced to sever.
We'll never have doubts that it'll go away -
because this time, it'll be here to stay.
But until then we must all the pain-
for we only see sunshine if we can get through the rain.

tank tops
Flip Flops
Ocean Breeze
Lemon Sqeeze
Clear Skies
Hot Guyz
Sneakin Off
Things are gettin hott
Summer '06 is gonna
ROCK!!!!!!!!

Party Time
Schools Out
Sleepin In
Sneakin Out
Days are warm
Nights are hazy
Summer '05 WAS
Crazy=]

sometimes life gives us full of laughter
and then we have some that are filled with disaster
some things that happen aren't part of our plans
we have to roll with it and just throw up our hands
what life will bring next is predicted by none
which makes it exciting and often more fun

fate can bring you the best of
life when you least expect it_
*never question fate just enjoy it

*Love* means:
Never {having} to say
your -sorry

who knows what cOuld happen
just do what you do & keep on laughing ;
one thing is true ..theres always a brand
new day - * laguna beach

*~I'll spread my wings and I'll learn how to fly,
I'll do what it takes 'till I touch the sky
I'll make a wish
Take a chance
Make a change
And Breakaway~*

I hate the way you talk to me / And the way you cut your hair. / I hate the way you drive my car. / I hate it when you stare. / I hate your big dumb combat boots / And the way you read my mind. / I hate you so much it makes me sick -- / It even makes me rhyme. / I hate the way you're always right. / I hate it when you lie. / I hate it when you make me laugh -- / Even worse when you make me cry. / I hate it that you're not around / And the fact that you didn't call. / But mostly I hate the way / I don't hate you -- / Not even close, not even a little bit, not any at all. -10 things i hate about you

You know, that moment when you kiss someone and everything around you becomes hazy. And the only thing in focus is you and that person. And you realize that that person is the only person that you're supposed to kiss for the rest of your life. And for one moment you get this gift. And you want to laugh and you want to cry because you feel so lucky that you found it and so scared that it will go away all at the same time. ~ -*-Never Been Kissed

MaYbe yOu weRe l00kiinG But
yOu weRenT SeeiiNg
-A Cinderella Sory

you might not be his first, his last, or his only one. he's cared about someone else before; possibly will again, but if he cares for you now, then what else matters? he's not perfect; but you aren't either & the two of you will never be perfect. but if he can make you laugh at least once, hold onto him.. give him the most you can. he'll give you a part of him that he knows you can break.. so don't hurt him. don't change him. don't expect more then he can give.. don't over analyze. smile when he makes you happy, yell when he makes you mad, and miss him when he can't be there to be with you.

he puts his arms around me as soon as im near
he walks me home, holds my hand, & whispers in
my ear. he holds me, kisses me, makes me feel
right; sneaks over my house in the middle of the
night. he's the one i'm in love with & so much
more. he's the one i've been waiting for. <33

when u get 0nline, wh0se
name d0 u l00k f0r first? when a
s l 0 w s0ng c0mes 0n the radi0..
wh0se face c0mes in ur mind
first? when u hear ur ph0ne
ringing.. wh0 d0 h0pe is callin?
wh0se name makes ur st0mach
dr0p when u hear it?

tell him that i don`t even miss him and that
i don`t need him anymore. tell him that i`ve
moved on and i don't care if he has a new
girlfriend. but DON`T tell him i said this
in between tears && with my fingers crossed.

when i look into your eyes<3
i`m helplessly aware, that the
someone i`ve been searchin'
for is SiMPLY -- right there.--

When you say I'm beautiful I say "yeah right," but what im
really sayingis "do you really think so?" When you say good job i say "thanks" but what Im really saying is "I love that you notice." when you say we'll be together forever I say "I hope so" but what im really saying is" I hope forever never ends." When you say I love you I say "I love you too" but what Im really saying is "never stop saying that." When you say that I don't care I say "yes I do" but what Im really saying is "I care foryou more than you'll ever know."

I stood there in the rain
Watching you with her
Feeling so much pain
Not knowing what to do

Why is it that I cant make you happy?
What does she have that I don’t?
I know I could make you feel
I know there cud b something there

I can love you with all my heart
I can show you things she cant
I love you so much… But you just cant see that 

Love is one of those things
It makes you feel
It makes you hurt
It makes you smile
It makes you cry
But love is one of the greatest words
It can make you feel so many things at once
But the definition for love to me is….you

sometimes i think your the stupidest person
sometimes i think your still stuck in little boy world
and sometimes i think i want to end everything
but then i think of the memories we shared the little things you did to make me smile and the way you look at me when i think i look the worst...
and then i think WOW i have everything ive been dreaming for ... !

i used to believe in forever but forevers too good to be true...i need u to come here and find me cuz w/out u i'm totally lost i've hung a wish on every star it hasn't done much good so far i don't know what else to do except to try and dream of u and wounder if ur dreaming too

Because... you're beautiful and you don't know it. Because you're smart and you don't believe it. You're the kind of girl that guys never get over. you're the kind of girl that other girls get compared to.."
*dawsons creek*

What if Prince Charming had never shown up?
Would Snow White have laid in that glass box forever?
Or would she have gotten up, spit out the apple,
gotten a job ; a health care plan ; moved on with her life?

so you're breaking my heart into a million
pieces && you're saying it's because i .
deserve better ? - Dawson's Creek

you dont realize how strong a person
is until you see them at their weakest moment

I'm the kind of person that laughs at
jokes 3 times -» once when its told
-» once when its explained -» and
once 5 minutes later when i finally get it

all love stories have one thing in common
you have to go against all odds to get there

I guess theres only one thing left then....tell us you love us - Eric

I certainly will not - Mr. Feeny

Tell us you love us - Eric

No - Mr. Feeny

(Everyone says there good-byes and leaves the classroom...only Feeny is left)

I love you all....class dismissed - Mr. Feeny <<- - - - Boy Meets World

"Life isn't about the number of breaths you take, but the moments that take our breath away."

Girl: I`ve cried so much for these past few weeks..
Boy: Why?
Girl: I lost my best friend.
Boy: Crying means your weak..
Girl: No..Crying means you care..

You know the weird thing about all this is …when you were talking about ending things you didn’t sound sure about your decision. As if you were hesitating, trying to convince yourself that it was the right thing to do. I found us fighting emotions that ((weren’t)) supposed to be there. I know you still had feelings for me, you still wanted to be with me. You said it yourself, you didn’t want to lose me So why…why didn’t you give a last chance to time, a chance to your own emotions to grow better? Why didn’t you let me live ((happily ever after)) by your side? Why didn’t you fight these ideas of letting me go?

The greatest challenge in life is to find
someone that knows all your ; flaws
differences & mistakes yet he still
manages to love everything about you

there a point in your life
when you realize who matters,
who never did
& who always will

Remember When...

when friends always listened to you,

and worries were few.

when recess was too short

and life was too long.

when decisions came easily

with no need to belong. when storks delivered babies and passions werent so strong

when friendships werent broken,

right was right and wrong was

when bad things didnt happen,

only skinned knees brought tears

and the night light quieted all our fears.

when decisions were solved by "eni, meanie, mini, mo."

when boys were so YuCkY!

and goodbye only meant till tomorrow.

when your clothes didnt need to match

and real friends didnt part.

and the fun went on forever

without a broken heart.

I never thought I could sing in the rain without fear

I never thought I’d be alone with out you near <3

I never thought I could feel like someone ((new))

I never thought about love- - - - - - - - ->>until I met you

the scariest thing about falling in love
getting hurt
the scariest thing about getting hurt
not being able to love again
the scariest thing about not being able to love again
being alone forever

never let the sadness of your past
& the fear of your future ruin the
happiness of your present

it doesnt matter that i haven't known him ((forever))
what matters is that he's had me smiling since day 1

There a point in every friendship, where friends stopbeing friends, and become sisters.- Laguna Beach

i just broke up with someone i spent my entire life with. i dont have a heart anymore .. ive lost my life -- Boy Meets World

you remember that game telephone
when one person would say something
& by the end it would be totally different??
welcome to reality

as we grow up, there`s going to be many things that we don`t like.
hook-ups that mean so much to one person && nothing to the other.
girls who like the same guy youu like. you`ll meet new people who may
---» matter to youu more than others miight; but the one guy who stays by
you til the end; will be the one.
-- laguna beach

the perfect man can be anywhere in the world but he chooses to be with her because lifes better with her by his side
-----------the perfect man

it`s weird how you say
that you hate the boy who
broke your heart but when he runs back to you
you’re arms are wide open.

"So you want a heart? You don`t know how.....
[ l u c k y ] you are to NOT have one. hearts
will never be practical until they can be made
U N B R E A K A B L E --»" wiiZard of Oz

No matter who broke your heart,
or how long it takes to heal, you'll never
get through it without your best friends.
-- Sex & the City --

I will never say goodbye to you, because if I say goodbye, then that's it. That's goodbye.
- Boy Meets World

you do your thing, and I do my thing, You be you, and I'll be me, and if in the end, we both end up together....it was meant to be
-Boy Meets World

the tanlines will fade..but the memories will last forever..Summer 05'

its just s o m e t h i n g that happens
as u grow up u realize its less
important to have more friends and
its more important to have real ones
laguna <3 Beach

watching you from a distance
afraid to get too close
hoping that you`ll realize
who loves you the most
but unless you open your eyes
to the one whos always there
you won`t ever realize
the one that truely cares

------------------------------sorry im just in that kinda mood------------------------------------